Life was beautiful when I started working in Abu Dhabi 5 years ago. After moving to Dubai, it was really difficult for me to cope with the Dubai life and wanted to quit UAE, but some of the good colleagues and wonderful friends made me to feel that I can come across the pain what I was going through. There were many who touched me in beautiful ways and made me to feel that I am special to everyone in a unique wa y.
Yes it is and I do consider them as unique in my life. When I get involved in my work, I will get lost totally and the colleagues were so wonderful that I have be on toes all the time for their speed.
Year 2013 & 2014 went in Dubai, and those who know me with my problems were not nearer to me and that paved a way for me to come out of the problems. Infact I avoided many friends in Abu Dhabi as the things will go on around one subject. Slowly I started forgetting Abu Dhabi and my friends because of the new routines. At the back of the mind, only one name will go on about Abu Dhabi.
When I know that my second innings is going to start, everyone around me was very happy. I have to thank all of them for their love for me.
When I traveled to Abu Dhabi to finalize my room, I was not able to control my feelings and whatever was inside me for the last two years busted and was having sleepless nights.I was feeling that I will be normal in couple of days once I start working.
First day of work was waiting for me to give the SHOCK of my life. The client place where I was supposed to work was nearby my room, and to my great surprise, when I went by walk to office, I was told that the office is getting shifted to Al Khalidya.
This is the place where I have not been in AUH during my first innings. There is a mall and hardly i would have gone couple of times in 3 years of time. When I heard the place name tears rolled and I want to go back to Dubai.
Do you believe in FATE? Yes I do believe in fate. Earlier I told that I forgot everything happened in my life. But God doesn’t want me to forget anything. That’s why he made me to move to AUH. Khalidya was the place where she was living and I have not gone to her house, but unfortunately went with her in the same taxi and dropped her as it very late in the night.
Neither I was invited by her nor I wished to remember the area. Now everyday I come across the place and everyday I say here is somewhere I dropped her on that day. That day was really most important day of my life, may be that’s why I still remember the place.
Second Innings started with a great refresh of my memories. I don’t want my friends to kindle my memory, but god wlanted me to think and get suffered because of my love for her. Attachment is one of the worst feeling of the world. I am so happy with the world because of my detached life with them. It is not possible for us to have detached life with everyone. Certainly we will feel attached to 1 in 100000 and she is that one in Lakh.
Now during my everyday when I cross that place, I will smile and say sweetheart, you didn’t invite me… and lot of sweet memories will be going in my mind with a little pain in my heart.
EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY – Will it???